February 2011
January 2011
Anonymous asked: <3
Good night
Simply spent with good company, having a genuinely good time. We watched No strings Attached<3 I love it! Then after, @laurensbliss, @jennifeffer and I didn’t know what to do so we went to practically the only place open at 1 in the morning, Foodland. We bought a pack of cupcakes, a carton of Meadow Gold’s birthday cake ice cream, spoons, and Altoids (lawls). Sat in the nearly empty...
In the end, it’s always the same. I care(d) more than I should.
All I can do is sit back and watch everything unfold. I can observe but never impede. I open my mouth as if to object, but nothing manages to escape. I hear but never listen. It’s so surreal to me, everything. I feel as if I’m trapped in a nightmare and I’ll awake in any second, but I just won’t. This is all oddly real. As real as it may get. One night of temporary relief...
Lauren and I are in a bunny’s tummy. Help us D:
Omg there’s no hope for the prunes :(( hackneyed
The truth is, I don’t even have the slightest clue in what to do anymore. Nothing seems right and everything around me is slowly falling apart day by day. The phrase “I’m sorry” is never sincere anymore, it’s just merely a lie told so others can ease their guilt and it’s only said for self-comfort. I’m just tired of finding out that reasons I were once...
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“Sticks and stones may break my bones, but chains and whips excite me”
“It’s better to have nobody, than to have someone who is half there, or doesn’t...”
– Angelina Jolie (via lynettemofukka)
I hate living by routine. The typical wake up, go to school, then go home and do schoolwork or whatever needs to be done, go to sleep, then repeat. I hate being confined to a never ending cycle. That’s why I live for those spur of the moments, things that occur by sheer whim.
93044 asked: crackhead
@rainandrapture said i smell like a baby...
laurensbliss:
she said i smell like a baby prostitute.
Anonymous asked: pshh you're just being modest :]
seriously! you're one of the prettiest girls i've ever seeeen.
seriously! you're one of the prettiest girls i've ever seeeen.
Anonymous asked: you're ridiculously cute o:
Anonymous asked: how old are you?
Anonymous asked: are you bi/gay ?
Watching mean girls, and quoting it all by my lonesome self isn’t fun D; where’s @laurensbliss, @jennifeffer, and @ashleyenstasy?!
cennnnnny asked: your lip piercing looks really good .
jeromeo- asked: eww.
lol
ew when I burp it tastes like the stupid fruit punch hookah :P
Anonymous asked: why are you such a bitch to jeremy?
I should be sleeping right now. But I’m such a rebel
ellardroyce-deactivated20110216 asked: So.....
We should kick it ;]
We should kick it ;]
Man, seeing you today, just did it. I didn’t expect to feel that way, all that anxiousness, heart racing. I hate that you make me this way. I hate how so many things are happening at once, it’s hard to process. Damn. I thought I didn’t care anymore. I mean afterall, I shouldn’t.
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In the cut, in the cut, roll them doobies up
anthonycq-deactivated20110406-d asked: aim!
ashleyenstasy asked: Lol, noooo. It's 4eva I <33 you XxDonkeyx3
ashleyenstasy asked: Lol, no. I really do like you. Btw, we missed our 2 years and 4 months.. I love you <33333 x ∞
ashleyenstasy asked: I like you, you wash away all the pain of yesterday <33
Who do you think you are
Why, why, why. I was fine. I’ve finally convinced myself that you’re not worth a second of my time. Then as usual, you come around by whim. And all my fragile strength is gone. “But I have grown too strong to ever fall back in your arms”. And now you’re back, you don’t get to get me back
93044 asked: i dont think youre online LOL
93044 asked: LOL thanks. you must love black guys
93044 asked: I remember your tumblr name so it looked familiar Lol
93044 asked: I think I use to follow you a long time ago aha
I always try to see the good in people
jennifeffer:
And most times I do. People would tell me about how you did this and that but I was too ignorant to believe them fully. I would always push whatever I was told to the back of my mind and try to look passed it. But I can’t do that anymore. You hurt me, simple as that and I can’t trust you anymore. I can’t even look at you. It’s that bad. Don’t mistake it for hatred though, I just...
Lately I’ve been so frustrated. I’ve been having this ongoing internal battle with my own little demons and emotions, or whatever is left of them. Half of my anger is derived from my imbalance of hormones, which is pretty self-explanatory as to why, and the other half is due to the stupidity of a selected few people, including my own self. It sucks, because it seems that the only...