January 2010
crawl on your knees
our bodies quiver, not quite yet a shiver. the heat dismissed from in which our bodies deliver
We talked about old times, and it made me smile because you didn’t forget.
“ I’m not this girl. I’m not the girl who gets attached. I dont like feelings, their messy…and they hurt. And i dont like being hurt, i’ve been hurt way to many times.. So why did i let him get close enough to see that? Why did i let him get to me, when i know that everyone always leaves? ”
“The tears fall, they’re so easy to wipe off onto my sleeve, but how do I erase the stain from my heart?”
so true -____-
I put aside, all that I try to hide Breaking all the rules, I failed to abide We used to be inseparable, our very own bonnie and cylde But we let the worst get to us, Making our relationship slip and slide. Everything was an excuse, such a fuss We never realized our love was a “must” But instead it ended up a tragic lust Let’s admit, we’re a horrible mess The fighting prolonged, and my love for...
9014.) i’ve never trusted and fallen for someone so fast in my life.
haha
9055.) whenever i see one of my friends wearing flip flops, i count their toes…just to make sure that no one has a sixth toe they’re not telling me about.
^^ me and my bestfriend encountered a girl who had six toes,
“ Everyday that goes by, it seems like I discover something new about you to love.. Its incredible to me how one person, Can make such a big difference in my life. You touch me in a way no one else ever has & give me so many reasons to love you.”
since 1993
Anthony: Lol chink ha jk
Me: Haw everyone calls me that :( haha
Anthony: Haha are you chinese?
Me: Yeah!!
Anthony: Since when?
Me: Since i was born! aha
Anthony: Liar! lol
haha- i really am part chinese -_____- he just doesn't believe me. i swore i told him this before too
i think i have some new bruises from me and my bf wrestling lol. it’s fun though so its worth it >;D
Bf and I
Me: you're my partner for life right?
Boyfriend: No, after life too :)
oh and i forgot to add, even though this year may not have been the greatest, 2009 did give me some great memories. so thank you ‘09
i’m not quite ready for the new year. it came too soon- i hope at least it’ll be a better year :) goodbye 2009, helllo ‘10
December 2009
i hate this- this place we’re at. we can’t be friends just beacuse we have a past together. all i want is just to hangout with you, for one day. is that so much to ask for? i’m not asking for you back, just one day with you. i miss hanging out with you. you’re the one person who always pops into my mind when i’m troubled, i so desperately want to turn to you but i...
i know my life is sad, when i have to rely on materialistic things to help maintain my happiness rather than relying on people i love.
lay off of what’s not yours. you got your own, and i got mine.
i despise this uneasy feeling lingering in heart. it hurts and it scares me. i don’t like being so unsure and always questioning your intentions. i just wish you could completely prove me wrong,
A relationship isn't about calling each other babe...
jmizpayo:
jenniibby:itsznancy:briannaashleyx3:ewroxaay:kimberly1904:simplyrachellibed:
past
i totally dislike that people hold on to their past so damn tight, when their past is your present and future.
13877.) when i told you i'd love you forever; i...
(via blogsecret)
Love makes time pass, and time makes love pass.
(via xmyyy)
13874.) i can't stand you. yeah we used to be...
(via blogsecret)
ha so true. you can’t just ‘make-like’ we’re friends when you haven’t exactly been around. you only call me for whack reasons. i don’t see that as a friendship, our feelings aren’t mutual.
Don't keep running back to the one person that you...
xmyyy:
>_<
If you love someone tell them... because hearts...
(via xmyyy)
"i have an ounce of dignity left"
no one can love you more than i do. i’ll never leave you for another,
No
goodnight call tonight >:( what a great way to top off our ‘Nine month fricken anniversary’. i’m sure i’ll awake to some message from you saying ‘sorry i fell asleep’. i wonder if you really do- or if you just chose not to call me and do something else. i guess i should stop expecting so much -____- or waiting up for things that won’t happen. you...
13848.) Looking back, and thinking about the past....
blogsecret:
I can say that things have become very very different. I can’t really decipher if time’s have changed, or is it me that’s changed. But regardless which is “at fault,” I’m happy with where I’m at right now, and the journey I had to take to get there. I must’ve fallen a million times, tripped over numerous cracks, possibly even tripped over the same spot, but I’ve learned. And I’m...
just because
i miss you from time to time, that doesn’t necessarily mean that i want you back. there’s a pretty bland reason why you’re no longer a big deal in my life. just because i shed a few tears here an there because you were a mere thought in my mind, it doesn’t mean i’m weak. i’m not weak- i let you go after all that you put me through, no matter how much i loved...
my heart feels light tonight, its actual at peace. not fighting or wrestling anything :) its quite nice
13850.) You keep me going, keep me strong. I will...
(via blogsecret)
you are the lit fire in my heart, that ignites me.
true story,
tellytothe:
Friendships mean pretty much a lot to me especially since I don’t have many. So once I build a relationship with another person I want to make sure I’m there for them regardless. But that only pertains to those few who actually make an effort to be in my life just as much as I make an effort to be in theirs. And this also pertains to those few who hit me up to actually TALK-not to...